I still have a crush!

Sometimes I feel silly when I bring up wedding plans to other people considering we have a little over a year left until we make it official... but regardless, it always makes me happy. The idea of having to pick & choose the little details don't make always make me happy (I'm getting so frustrating just trying to lock in my color choices), but the idea of marrying my best friend makes me ecstatic.

source: max wanger

During my early morning workout today, I was so distracted because for some reason (& no matter how cheesy it is) I was overwhelmed by the feelings I have right now. It's that crazy feeling you get in your stomach after the first date... only this was happening to be at 5:45 in the morning on the treadmill?! I don't get it, but I like it. After well over three years, I still have a crush on him! ;) I honestly cannot remember a time where j yelled at me, or even got mad at me. This makes me extremely guilty for all of the times I get frustrated over little things & take it out on him, so this morning I made a promise to myself to be a better & nicer fiancee.